What is Wrong With ME??? December 31, 2008

It doesn’t matter what I do or don’t do, I cannot seem to get into my bed until after 2 AM lately.  It is presently 2:05 and I am fighting myself on whether I should just stand up and walk upstairs.  I would be much happier asleep in my cozy bed.  I would defiantly be happier in the  morning when I have to get up.  Jeremy would be happier because I would not be crabby.  Rudy would be happier because I would take him for a run.  Logan would be happier because I would be more patient with his endless string of pointless and unanswerable questions.  The only people benefiting from my illness are the ones who own the gas stations that sell me all of those expensive Monsters to keep me coherent after the sun comes up.   This will be happening in about 4 hours, so maybe I should bite the bullet, shut the laptop and climb the steps.  OR… I could play another game of solitaire…